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Just something to think about

Sun Jul 12, 2009, 6:33 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Angels & Airwaves - We Don't Need To Whisper
  • Reading: Across The Nightingale Floor - Liam Hearn
  • Watching: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee!!!
After reading ~rcsi1's journal made me think of this for some reason

You might notice that I myself stopped writing journals...everytime I try I just can't think of what to say and often I wonder if poeple even care if I write or not (doesn't help that my internet access has been quite limited). I used to write them everyday when I was in depression... I honestly don't know what pulled me out of it but in a way I needed that in my life or I wouldn't be who I am today, even though I feel like I'm losing that part of me, not the depressed part but the beliefs I used to strongly believe in are fading and I don't know why. It's a very strange thing, for over a year now I've almost felt numb and for some reason I almost want the depression back so I can feel again.. I can't even listen to music the way I used to... it just seems so dull. I almost feel like I'm selling out, but instead of obsessing over new things, my intrest is just fading away. The scary thing is that I'm only realising this now, I almost feel like Bella in New Moon "waking up" AND NO I AM NOT ONE OF THOSE TWLIGHT MOVIE FANATICS! THEY ANNOY THE CRAP OUTTA ME, I STARTED READING THE BOOKS TWO YEARS AGO AND LOVED THEM BUT THE MOVIE MADE ME START TO HATE THE SERIES... sorry for that rant...

anyway alot (in a way) has happened since my last journal... which I'm sure you'll et to find out in another journal sometime when I feel like writing it. Well I think I'll leave it at that.

Oh and please I want to know who's still active on the site, there are some poeple who I haven't heard from in ages, so please just leave a comment here just so I know you're actually alive O_O

And I really need mods for my clubs, ones that will update at least once a month :|

~HuMMiNG-FLi

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Clubs I'm in: :iconnew-jersey-mafia: :iconmcr-fan-club: :iconmcrmy-13: :iconthemcrmy: :iconmychemfanclub: :iconxromancedchemicallyx: :iconmychemicalromancefc: :iconunleash-the-bats: :iconlpfans: :iconmylivingromance: :icontbm-club:
Moderator of: :iconmychemicalromancefc:
My clubs: :iconmcr-fan-club101: :icon30secondstomarsfc101: :iconthexsuffering:

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  • Favourite movie: The Dark Knight
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance,30 Seconds To Mars,AFI,The Used,Lostprophets,Linkin Park,Evanescence & more
  • Favourite genre of music: most rock & metal
  • Favourite artist: my mom <3
  • Favourite poet or writer: Gerard Way and all the songwriters of my fav bands (too many to list)
  • Favourite photographer: don't have one
  • Favourite style of art: Manga/Anime
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  • MP3 player of choice: Apple Ipod Nano (gen 2)
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  • Skin of choice: is that racism I smell?
  • Favourite game: The Sims 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, PC, Xbox
  • Favourite cartoon character: I have too many -_-;;
  • Personal Quote: "The best way of suicide is to die of laughter" - Casey (:
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thank you for the add.
appreciated.


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Thank you for the watch!

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yeah... school's hectic -cringe-

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ja, i know the feeling...i'm drowning in work....:tears:

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I do....
same... 2 overdue prjects + more... eish :ashamed:

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oh gawd thats bad..n at danville theyr uba strict about overdue stuf...:(sowi tash hope you catch up :hug:

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I do....
yeah, I've been sick so I have an excuse for the moment... I think I'll be fine, nearly finished both now :)

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great, & you?? I haven't been on here for a bit, school's hectic and I'm on an art block lol

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