Just something to think about
ContentAfter reading ~rcsi1's journal made me think of this for some reason
You might notice that I myself stopped writing journals...everytime I try I just can't think of what to say and often I wonder if poeple even care if I write or not (doesn't help that my internet access has been quite limited). I used to write them everyday when I was in depression... I honestly don't know what pulled me out of it but in a way I needed that in my life or I wouldn't be who I am today, even though I feel like I'm losing that part of me, not the depressed part but the beliefs I used to strongly believe in are fading and I don't know why. It's a very strange thing, for over a year now I've almost felt numb and for some reason I almost want the depression back so I can feel again.. I can't even listen to music the way I used to... it just seems so dull. I almost feel like I'm selling out, but instead of obsessing over new things, my intrest is just fading away. The scary thing is that I'm only realising this now, I almost feel like Bella in New Moon "waking up" AND NO I AM NOT ONE OF THOSE TWLIGHT MOVIE FANATICS! THEY ANNOY THE CRAP OUTTA ME, I STARTED READING THE BOOKS TWO YEARS AGO AND LOVED THEM BUT THE MOVIE MADE ME START TO HATE THE SERIES... sorry for that rant...
anyway alot (in a way) has happened since my last journal... which I'm sure you'll et to find out in another journal sometime when I feel like writing it. Well I think I'll leave it at that.
Oh and please I want to know who's still active on the site, there are some poeple who I haven't heard from in ages, so please just leave a comment here just so I know you're actually alive O_O
And I really need mods for my clubs, ones that will update at least once a month 
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